Sayonara 2012

2012 was THE year I could identify the insanities circling relationships, friendships, loyalty, love, myself—recognizing personal misperceptions definitely played leading roles in my fears—and discovered how miracles transform life forever. I learned the mysteries of why certain bonds are born, become, fizzle or strengthen. Having probably wept a river, it was the most emotional year thus far, inclusive with painful and amazing experiences.  I became a mother, with or without an active, physical role of a father figure in the picture--I finally became a mother.  I never expected to smile, enjoy and be stunned by her developments all by myself, yet the miracle of her life, and how her presence has soaked my soul with positivity and hope, by far surpasses any and all negativity, and self-pity.     Happy New Year Everyone!